February 2012
96 posts
Tumblr rant.
Ok.
Literally under so much fucking stress at the moment that my hair is falling out and I’m not sleeping.
I’m sorry for being a moody fuck as of late but if you were in my shoes I’m pretty sure you’d have a hard time being nice. Please excuse the tumblr rant that will follow.
Sincerely.
Emily
To you I am invisible.
And there will always be someone better.
Sitting in a chair of ignorance across the room, seeing how invisible I have become.
I need you.
Working myself till I almost faint at the gym is the only outlet I have right now. The anger burning inside me.
Tomorrow is going to be torture.
Then off to the gym to release the tension.
Upside- I’m going to have a killer body once this shit is over.
The anger is building up inside.
Eating at me from the pit of my stomach.
Please let it be over soon.
Looked out the window and thought it was snowing. Think that’s my body telling me I’m sleep deprived.
Realizing that people wouldn’t miss my absence if I left. The stars are on our side, so it’s time to make a change.
I dont want to be here anymore.
I want to sit in a hot bath and cry. Cry until I’m so exhausted, that I crawl into bed and fall asleep.
Confession.
I wish I was on your mind right now and that you’d pick up the phone and send me a smile. But that’s just wishful thinking.
My valentines day.
Was the best ever.
